~ "blood moon" Lyrics ~

blood moon

Every afternoon I have you on my mind
But I know that you're far away, across the line
I try to fill the void, but I can't find someone else
I'm drowning in the social sea, I need some help

I have a greenhouse of plenty for now
But need someone to help build the world somehow
Always absent, lacking goodbyes
I taste belief and then you leave my side

 You only come around once every blood moon
Only to leave, and say that you'll see me soon
And I look up to see the night sky
And hope that by some chance I'll see red tonight

You only come around once every blood moon
To hang with me and dance to our favorite tune
And I'll look up to see the night sky
And hope that by some chance I'll see red tonight

So like a ghost you disappear once again
But I'm a kid on Christmas when you come back in
I know you're busy and have your own life
But I do too and you know I still try

With barely any friends I'm looked down upon
People just insult me and have their fun
But they're just the largest of parasites
Who see that I'm human when they look in my eyes

You only come around once every blood moon
Only to leave, and say that you'll see me soon
And I look up to see the night sky
And hope that by some chance I'll see red tonight

You only come around once every blood moon
To hang with me and dance to our favorite tune
And I'll look up to see the night sky
And hope that by some chance I'll see red tonight

The one I long to be closer with
Not have our talks be a total myth
I light a candle and hope that the small flame
Doesn't burn out and bring me so much pain

You only come around once every blood moon
Only to leave, and say that you'll see me soon
And I look up to see the night sky
And hope that by some chance I'll see red tonight

You only come around once every blood moon
To hang with me and dance to our favorite tune
And I'll look up to see the night sky
And hope that by some chance I'll see red tonight