~ "the thorn" Lyrics ~

the thorn

Sometimes I think we could've had it all
I rarely think about your lack of balls
But when there's a moment that I just do
I feel I could've made a life with you
If you really were at all brave like me
Our ship would have sailed beautifully
Like a thorn it's stabbing, stabbing to me
It's a painful reminder to me, see?

I ignore the thorn in my side
I try not to adorn our past life
It could've not given us the blues
But the one who broke my heart is you

Trying not to get cut in the bushes
Fucking crying face down in my cushions
Blood is racing down my face and body
I'm missing you at my birthday party
Cause a year ago you spent the night here
Kinda wish a guy like you would appear
Puberty has been a fucking prison
Wish I could lock problems in a prism

I ignore the thorn in my side
I try not to adorn our past life
It could've not given us the blues
But the one who broke my trust is you

I ignore the thorn in my side
I try not to adorn our past life
It could've been our future too
But the one who bailed on us is you